My emotional, tiredness, studies, paperworks are getting out on my nerves.
Things weren't th same as th past. It loooks like it's my new chapter of my life.
Th old sherry has gone and new sherry has come.
Starting t think all my doubts, what if ;
- I cant make it for my studies?
- I make God down?
- cant balance with ministries & studies?
All these just keep repeating everyday and every hour.
yes, i wont deny that I am afraid. But i try not to. I'm seriously really tried.
I have these mindset before: Gonna fall, gonna collaspe, gonna give up.
but at th end, back to the word of God, WWJD?
I really dont know what would Jesus do if he were in my shoe.
as he got t concentrate on so many things, worried so many things at th same time. I have never been that stress before. i dont know how t plan my time well.
there'll be one thing that'll get crushed to. but all th things t do t me are impt!
I cant push it away. 2009 wasn't th good year for me.
perhaps I've been slakced too much in th past 3years, yeah i do think so too.
All I can do is t listen t music t realease my stress & my negative thoughts.
If blogging is th best way t vent my anger and stress on, I'll definitely do so.
I really need some time t chill myself down. yes, i really need some space t take a deep breathe in order t start my marathon again.
I try. I try I'll try.
