Jeannette's a COG(:

Friday, February 27, 2009 5:53 PM

NT vs NA student.
guess who will win?
Well, of course its th NA lah!
you know what? My dad showed off infront of me telling me that he wants t get a new phone for my brother.somemore it's a new model people!
My brother just only sec 1, I'm sec 4. I get nothing!
All I get is second hand product! My brother gets will be first hand!
Just because I'm stupid! I'm useless! I'm in th NT class! that's why i dont gain anybody's respect!
sometimes I asking myself these;
-if you know that mom's womb is me, why dont you abort me?!
- since you DECLARE that my brother is SMARTER than me then why should I still continue t do your stupid paperwork?!

My friend's parents also did not treat them like how my parents treated me, why am I th misfortunate one!?
Sometimes, my friends/friend's parents always treated me like their own daughter. Even my friend's parents can treat me like a daughter,why cant my parents be like one too?!

Well I was having common test, I finished revised around 10pm+ , when i turned in and sleep, my brother and dad watched movie in youtube and when I ask them t lower down th volume and they scolded me "SHUT UP"
ytd I was using th computer, my brother was asleep, cause he has class' test, my dad came t me and scolded me t lower down th volume with a harsh tone, I talked back t him "that time I was having my test your also never lower down th volume so why should I listen t you" Amazingly, he has nothing t say.

Good grief!
That's a big big disadvantages for being a NT student and a daughter in the family.
Daughter will always get used my their loved ones.
FINE~ DAD, since you said t me that DIDI is SMARTER than me, FROM NOW ONWARDS, ALL TH PAPERWORK YOU ASK HIM T DO IT FOR YOU! I DONT CARE WHETHER HE HAS TEST OR WHATEVER TEST, ASK HIM T DO, I'M NOT GOING T CARE ANYMORE, NEVER! AND LET DIDI SEE HOW SAD/ANGRY I AM IN ALL THIS PASS 3YRS!

Dad, Mom, Di, I dont feel like taking revenge once I became an adult, if you people really force me to do like this, it's gonna be very ........
Think about it, DIDI is a human, so do I.
I can move out this house anytime. and i dont need you guy's approval!
I'm an young adult now, for goodness sake, show me some respect that I wanted long long ago okay!
I want t be a daughter that cares for you all, cause I'm th eldest in th family
please dont force me t become a person which your dont like it.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009 7:55 PM

Today late for school, i should say purposly, cause my brothe used up th toliet like 1hr and he came out of th toliet is already 6+ ARGH.
Kamilia & huimin also late tgt w me. haha, we meet up each other.

I'll start with my chinese period, we watched one ghost movie called "human's meats dumpling" Trust me, its funny and disgusting. haha!
after that will be D&T, I keep sweeping th dust cause I've nothing t do, so Mr see came t me and asked me "Sherry, you finish already uh?" I replied, "already finish already" "Then you dont need t think where you want t put your electronics?" he said. "ohyah! thanks for reminding me" haha! during D&T lesson I kept disturbing Ace, &&& ACE BROKE MY WORKPIECE! thank God that Mr See still give me marks, if not I'm going t ask her t re-do for me " LOL.
EBS! Thank God also, that th access work is not so hard(: I managed t finished up th survey summary with this 2period. haha, And I also having a hard time t do th bar chart. IRRITATING! lol.
After I've finished th survey summary, i decided t move on t th next point which is typing out th proposal, Ms Ismail didnt say cannot use th microsoft letter then i go and use, at th end, i got t re-do all over again! ARGH! she told me when I'm almost done lohs! LOL
After school going t s'pore discovery centre, Its fun!
I fall in love with that Robot George, he can talk t you! he can answer your every questions~! haha! Some funny things we've done in SDC i dont remember much, haha! but at least your get th point(:
Take bus back t cchy again, started t feel like vomitting, but i dont think i have car-sick? LOL, perhaps I'm too tired(:
So after that, went home and Kamilia & Anqi(:
and that's it. byes!

Tuesday, February 24, 2009 7:29 PM

Well, Common test is over, next is th EBS ACCESS WORK!
ohdiediedie, I'll surely 100% struggling with that coursework.
yesyesyes, you can name me as a "Noob" in EBS pratical, cause we got t use computer t do research and all sorts(: That's why my CPA coral draw always fail fail fail.
But, no use complaining, most importantly is I should think what should I do for my access work.
After school our class going t Discovery centre, again and again. So irritating, okay never mind, I think th outing will end around 6pm?
I'll surely in dead beat tomorrow.
God, you better strenghten me tomorrow(:

Maths & D&T= CMI, really cannot make it.
There will be a miracle if i pass this 2subjects.
&&&, I PASSED MY ENGLISH! Well, just only 30/60. LOL
But I'm aiming more marks now. And I got t train myself not t write so long in th composition/ letter writing. LOL.

Monday, February 23, 2009 9:11 PM

I should not drag anymore, th more it drags, th more it hurts.
Trust me, It hurts alots.
I wanted t tell you but I dont have that courage.
Wanted t face you, but it fails at th very end.

I think, this is th best time t let each other off.
One for all. All for one. & that's it.
Just let go this time, just let go.

p.s: if you think I'm fine that just ain't true.

Sunday, February 22, 2009 7:46 AM

yeah! I was involved in the combine service for ushering!
It's not tiring, but rather it's fun. And i can get this chance t know lot more people than I do(: And also thank for th Image team to help us t make-up and hair styling(: hehees. Irina and me were sitting behind th hall for th preaching, after th worship, ushers gotta chiong down t usher people out, when i ushered half way, Kejing, Anqi and dont know who, they happened t saw me at the entrance there t ushering, they kept laughing at my hair!! LOLS.
So after that will be ushers debreif, i'm not too sure what Carmen were talking about as I was busy talking t xinru on th phone. Because she wants me t come down t th 3rd floor t take photo with my caregroups and tgt with north B & D(:
Once I hang down my phone, debrief was over, so I quickly chiong t 3rd floor t meet my cg members up and take photos here & there.
Once I get there, th North B & D gals were saying "hey, what happen t your hair? you look like some how a crazy gal walking here & there" I replied " no lah, haha, it makes by th Image team" hehees, they thought i styled my hair up like this. LOL. when did I ever do that during my normal ushering duty?! LOL!
After that we went t take MRT tgt with Sarah,Ace,Anqi, Kejing, Yuqing, Bernard, Zhishen, Nicholas,Junkai & etc , Anqi alighted at orchard because she wanted t meet her parents, and th rest alighted at Ang mo kio, cause they want t have dinner. so left me and sarah in th train, we talked about some strange stuff, i dont remember much(: she told me that she's afriad of darkness while walking alone t her house, so i replied her that "dont worry gal, you so white, surely you can shine your way t your house". And she even say me back that I'm th nost whitest in th unit -.- LOL.
She dropped at Admiratly, then I droped at woodlands, and that's the end of our saturday.
p.s I love th ushering at combine service! I want t have it one more time! -.-
And photos will be uploaded when i feel like t upload(: hehees.

Thursday, February 19, 2009 9:54 PM

At the first start i thought it is fun and very easy t be a follow upper and also very easy to shepherd th newbies, but now then I know it all needs time t prepare everything good for th newbies. Like shepherdings, follow uppings, check your sheeps lifes and so on.
And when your sheep's life is unstable, you still got t presuade her t come for svc/cg reguraly.
When there's really no choice, we gotta scold/talk firmly t them, which I cant do it.
And now, I know being a good shepherd is not easy, we got t relay on God more than ourselves.

My phone was confiscated by Mr Kenneth Ng, and i was "so/ not so angry" LOL
But tomorrow i can get back my phone. LOL

I really need time t train myself t be a good shepherd.
I'll try, really I will.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009 9:31 PM

TO : TIONG SENG PTE LTD, YANG AH KANG, SHIMIZU PTE LTD, ORCHARD HOTEL, HOLIDAY INN, SIN SOON LEE PTE LTD, WOH HUP, BATHROOM(DONT KNOW WHAT), GRAND PLAZA PARK, SERENE LAND PTE LTD, THE STELLA & TO ALL UNKNOW COMPANIES AND CONDOS!

FOR THE BENEFITS FOR ME & YOU, PLEASE GIVE ME SOME TIME T REST FOR GOODNESS SAKE, I'M A HUMAN TOO!~ DONT TREAT ME AS A ROBOT!
I'VE BEEN SO TIRED FOR THIS 3YRS JUST T HELP YOUR T SETTLE ALL YOUR DEBTS ALL THAT, EVERYTIME CAME BACK FROM HOME I ALWAYS GOT T CALL UP YOU IDIOT PEOPLE T ASK STUPID QUESTIONS. I'M A SEC 4 STUDENTS MIND YOU! I BET MY DAD MENTION BEFORE I'M A SEC4 STUDENT RIGHT, IF YOU DONT, THEN T TH WAY T HELL MAN! I ALSO GOT T CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES! MY NATIONAL EXAMS IN COMING!! MIND YOU!!! I CANNOT 24HRS JUST T SIT AT MY WORKING PLACE AND PICK UP ALL YOUR STUPID CALLS! EVERYTIME COMES HOME GONNA HELP YOU PEOPLE T DO PAPERWORK, PROPOSAL, LETTER FOR WORKING LISENCE FOR MY DAD'S WORKER, PICKING UP THOSE IDIOT'S CALL. I SERIOUSLY HAVE ENOUGH OF THIS! YOU PEOPLE ARE HUMAN THEN I'M NOT ISIT?!
HA, DONT ALWAYS THINK ABOUT YOURSELF BUT THINK OF OTHERS TOO KAYS YOU PEOPLE! SINGAPOREANS ARE SO KIASU! ESPACIALLY TH ADULTS! SUCKERS!
OMG! EVEN STUDENTS ALSO CANNOT SPARE. I DARE YOU, IF I SLEEP AT CLASS, I'LL TELL MY TEACHERS T CALL UP YOU REGARDLESS YOU ARE MANAGER, ENGINEERING MANAER OR WHATEVER SHITTY POSITION, AND I'LL ASK MY TEACHER T EXPLAIN WHAT'S GOING ON. I DARE YOU. TRY ME! AT TH END,I'M NOT IN TH LOSING END, IT'S YOU ARE TH ONE! CANT YOU HAVE A HEART OF ME?!
I' M A HUAMN! MIND YOU!

GET LOST NOW ALL THOSE STUPID COMPANIES OF IDIOTS.

Monday, February 16, 2009 9:42 PM

North B!

Chungcheng!

yeah!
One convert from chungcheng class 1A!
woohoo! I had realised that most of th most comes from A class. haha!
1A'09- 2ppl
2A'09- ):
3A'09- 5-7ppl?
4A'09- 4ppl
& also obviously also have different classes have Y-hopers(:

Sisters start off chungcheng is around 4members, then grow t 8 people then go back t 4 again, thank God chung cheng sisters is still growing!!
And also, i want t congrats Xueting too! she had received christ! and she's really hyper for God, while saying th sinner's prayer, she dares t say out loud!
Praise God for this hyper sister! yeah!
Chungcheng will grow! Northland will grow!!
(:

Saturday, February 14, 2009 4:26 PM

I dont think I'm a good owner of my dog.

I fail t give my dog th best, i didnt give her th best out of it.

I was thinking what if there's really one day that she leave me and th family. How will it feel? How will it be? & how will it be like. I dont know, really dont know.

All I can blame is myself, all i do is 'bout myself, i fail t take good care of her. I cause her t have a high fever and almost cause till death. Because I keep forgotten t feed her medecine.

I always vent my anger on her whenever i want it. she had been my punching bag for 3yrs.

I know no matter how many time i say sorry also no use, and i dont know how t mend her hurts that I've caused t her.

Other people can take good care of their dog even they are busy but why cant I?

Why cant I be more owner-like t my dog? I seriously not a good owner.

I'm so sorry guigui that i did not give you th best.

all i think is 'bout myself. I never think of your feelings too.

I'll promise you I'll be a good owner (: trust me for this time(:

Tuesday, February 10, 2009 3:14 PM

I think I gotta ask kamilia here one more time ;
She cant touch christians things but why can she touch christian friends?
haha, Ace & Anqi were laughing all th way! hehees.

As like Ace said, I'm No.1 in talking back t others haha!!!
Kamilia! better answer my question hor! heeees.
byes people!

Monday, February 09, 2009 8:29 PM

I think I shall save my blog no more.
dead means dead, i give a damn no more.
Anyone t take over my blog tell me, I dont mind give you my username & password. & giving you for FREE! LOL
you can vandalize, write, scold, do, complain all you wish.
i dont care, no more.
spam whatever you want.

Thursday, February 05, 2009 10:19 PM

I'm really afraid that how will people look at me when they know I'm NT.
I'm really afraid things will turn in a very different way, even what I have not expected.
I'm afraid that friends will just fade away, especially.

oh my~! what has happen t me? I have not even graduate yet and now starting t think negatively, but, I wonder & wonder, this these gonna happen in one of th day? i dont wish to. seriosuly.

Tuesday, February 03, 2009 6:00 PM

Monday I was not in school actually(: so i not sure what's happening during th monday's period. I did not attend school on monday is because last sunday, I had met up huimin,kam & zhaorong t visit sentosa for our EBS project instead of going there and enjoy oursleves. 2pm we started t run here & there all th way like a bunch of crazy people till 9pm. yea, pro right? LOL.
So when I get home, it's already 10pm+. So get home, I choosed not t bath first, i decided t type out all th informations for th 4 outlets t huimin,kam & zhaorong. I've finished doing all these work around 1am+ & I go and have my bath, doing my quite time, and rushing some of my dad's paperwork. & there goes t our sunday. -.-''
5.45am woke up and my dad wake up earlier than me, he asked me not t go t school as I'm already very tired after a long trip t sentosa. & indeed I was really happy, cause dont need t come school! LOL.

& Today, I was late for school. IT"S TUESDAY! and I still late for school. tuesday only need t report t school at 8.30am. And i woke up at 7.45am, & I dragged my time bathing and all sorts. Realised I'm gonna late for school, so i just simply heck care, continue t wear my shoes slowly, and doing everything slowly, cause ytd I slept around 3am. Due t lack of sleep ): ohmytian!
But I'll try my best in futher not t be late again(: I'll try, hehees.
& Thanks t all my peeps, they gave me moral support whenever I need it(:
they rock my day man! I love my cliques ;D

Monday, February 02, 2009 8:44 AM

Th last photo t end th day(:

There's one extra guy who like t take photo with us isnt?

I'm helping them t take photo(:

Th clique ;D

Yes, we did th yamseng tgt. can you see my cola has a eyeball? heheees.

KAMILIA! faster finish up these chickens!

We've managed t finish all th food. hehees.

There's four plate of rice for each person, beansprout!!, BBQ chicken, roasted chicken, a muffin size popiah, and a fishball soup and also a jar of coke that just only cost 30bucks(:

Huimin force me t be in th middle(:

Huimin is soo extra, her face and her stupid hand. LOL

Went t sentosa for EBS is both enjoyable and irritatable.

because there's quite a number of photos we still heavent take in th F&B outlet & acttractions. & we are wrestling with time and in th same meaning, we're in running out of time, cause we reach t sentosa ard 2pm and we chiong th projects here & there until 9pm. it's really tiring as we are a bunch of crazy people running here and there, there's one place that huimin & I go up and down th "long ramp"

for 3/4 times, th staff there asked me why we go up and down th resort, i replied t him that we forgot t take photo, i think he dont know what i mean. okay it's okay, he dont need t know much(:

It's very irritating t do th 4 outlets people! Most of th restaurant wont give you a copy of menu but some does, huimin is th lucky wan!, she got 1 copy of menue at 2 outlets! and i gotta copy all my 4 outlets! ): OHYAH! one of th restaurant called "Bacalnes" their menue is like .... , if i give you 1hour t finish copying, you also cant finish copying. So I didnt copy th CNY package and wine. haha, there's one drink that called " dont know what (dry sherry) LOL. I was laughing all th way while copying, thankfully i managed t finish within 20-30mins. (: heheees.

so after that, kam and me chiong t find huimin as she was at th Banacles' restaurant beside, she told us that 6.30pm go there again t take a copy of their menue but @ th end, they didnt give huimin a copy of menue so i helped her t write some of th menu. (: heheess,

There's alot of happenings at sentosa but i'm not gonna post all out, cause I dont wish t, and I'm lazy(:

So i think that's all people(:

byes(: