Monday, March 30, 2009 2:28 PM
Song: Da Zhang Fu (Jolin)realeased: 2009.我真的搞不太懂 你怎么会选择寂寞
要的通通都有 就少了那一个男朋友
你还要 多久 你到底挑什么 听比说的多 不怕我啰嗦
知道我难过 陪着我沉默
手机桌布只有我 很多甜蜜小动作
自己吃饭没胃口 刷卡之前先问我
喜欢我朋友 也会爱我的狗
懂环保爱地球 保护我像英雄
总是大方介绍我 什么节日都记得
陪我减肥吃苹果 帮我买口红I Don't Wanna Boyfriend
I Need A Real Man 诚实的嘴 可靠的肩 温柔的眼
I Don't Wanna Boyfriend
I Need A Real Man Real Man Real Man Real Man Real Man
何时出现 何时出现 何时出现 何时出现 会玩会工作 会疯会生活
会下厨会运动 会爱会作梦
又像男孩又成熟 对我大方自己扣
教我绝招打电动 什么都有我
I Don't Wanna Boyfriend I Need A Real Man
诚实的嘴 可靠的肩 温柔的眼
I Don't Wanna Boyfriend I Need A Real Man
Real Man Real Man Real Man Real ManI Be Your Real Man
可会出现 可会出现 可会出现 可会出现 我现在有一点通 该怎么解决你寂寞
你说了两三分钟 我愿意换两三年去做
既然你很久 要不要等等我
大丈夫耍酷耍温柔 肩膀什么都扛得动
我嘴唇轻轻动一动 就知道我在想什么Just Show Me One Real Man
十项全男 Real Man I Don't Wanna Boyfriend I Need A Real Man
诚实的嘴 可靠的肩 温柔的眼
I Don't Wanna Boyfriend I need a Real Man Real Man Real Man Real Man
IDon't Wanna Boyfriend I Need A Real Man
诚实的嘴 可靠的肩 温柔的眼
I Don't Wanna Boyfriend I Need A Real Man
Real Man Real Man Real Man Real Man
Yeah A-ha I Need A Real ManI'm Same Like This Girl
Sunday, March 29, 2009 4:55 PM
I'm speechless, th only thing I wanna say is ;God, please. Let me out of darkness and see th light shinning on me.I'm like a kite, just stuck there & helpless.Next week is unit mini service, and our leader expect everybody t turn up.How I wish I could, but... I have some doubts that I can.perhaps i should trust God(:Yuwen is going t speak t my dad & I pray that everything will be fine(:& now, it's time for me t suffer in my maths questions again.sherry, you are just hopeless.A truly failure.
Saturday, March 28, 2009 10:31 AM
God, I know you are testing me.I'll stand strong, I will continue t seek you.Even if I got t wait another 6 more months after my N'level t come for service, God, I also willing t wait.I can also tell you frankly that I did lost my trust in you, but still, I will trust. Cause I know you'll provide(:I pray that I will not need t wait after my N'level end and t serve you in church. Please soften my father's heart t let me serve you.In Jesus name I pray, Amen.I really had nothing t say, God, you are th planner of my life, you decided what t do.
Friday, March 27, 2009 7:21 PM
Today's parents meeting, one word t describe, it SUCKS big time!Though Mr Tan said alot of good words of me, but it seems my dad doesnt trust at all.I get used already, Dont trust me, then I've nothing t say, think negatively all he wants. I dont care th way he looks at me. At least I know I'm better than last year.I dont wish t go ITE after I graduated. I hope I can either go Shatec/Nafa/Laselle.& I have no mood t continue t post, I'll make this post short & sweet(:Dad wants me t concentrate on my N'level, I cant go to service, shepherding & cg/ any other things.I'll go home striaght away after school. God, I dont want dad t choose th course for me, I want t choose my own path.Amen(:* Let me have my own decision. & respect it.
Thursday, March 26, 2009 8:12 PM
I'm here t restrict my blog!Today school was so extremly, totally normal. surprisingly, I was late for school today again. Assemble at parade square t have a "Scolding speech" from Mr See, lucky I was late enough, so that I wont able t let him scold me for being late as I yesterday late too.My D&T artifact spolit again! This is th thrid time I made my artifact spolit ):So, I got t re-do all over again, but before getting th material I want for my re-do artifact, I still remember Mr See said before that I cannot re-do my artifact again, cause I've waste alot of plastics and stuff. So no choice, Anqi & I go t Mr Suhaimi for new material and re-do my artifact.Lucky Mr See didnt notice it.I'm so so so sorry that I helped chung cheng t waste money. HAHA!!& I really want t pray that my artifact will not damange again! If not I can kill myself! ):After recess is MATHS! which is MY POTENTIAL BEST FRIEND! LOL!Thank God that I can excatly know what formular should I used for each questions(:I've owed Ms Tan 2 more pratice in th textbook, but until now, I managed t finish up Pratice 3A, 3B I'll do it tomorrow.Also my first time not sleeping in class & really concentrating maths! I should have some encouragement right?! ha!When for afternoon assenbly, Got bullied by th same old people again.I think these people your should know them by now(:
Infront me do bites and pinch, behind me tickle. LOATHSOME! LOL.Mr Kenneth Ng announced Anqi's name through Microphone t th whole school. Ha! cause she bully me. HAHA! Assembly's all 'bout youth olympic games. so boring, every assembly period show those stupid stuff. have something fresh all rights?! No creativity for those prefects.After school stayed back t continue my D&T coursework, As I was walking around t do my artifact, Mr see saw a new work piece in my hands, and he asked "Sherry, wah, so clever uh? still dare t take new material t re-do your artifact uh" I replied "Ehs, sorry, but It's too late t informed you" then he keep on nag nag nag. Ha. So i just heck cared and continue t do my artifact slowly and steady. HA!Within 1 hour, My work piece are done, only left t polish them t make it shiny, and lastly put electronics and that's it.I hope I wont stay back during june hols as I dont want t crush church camp ):scarly during camp need t wear uniform walking around, really look like a retard.I make sure this not going t be happen! LOL!3.15pm accompanied Anqi t dental t check up on her braces. Ha, th doctor's assistance dont know how t move th lights and th doctor's assistance keep moving th lights t Anqi's eyes, and she said her eys are really pain. LOL.Then th doctor said t Anqi "Sorry uh, she should know this basic skills" HAHA!So funny! Th assistance also keep looking at me and i also dont know for what.After that anqi wanted t go t vivo t buy something, so i went home first t chiong my maths.while I was waiting for bus, she kept flooding my messages. Ha, too bad, I cant reply her cause my card has no value left.okay, I shall do my cofirmation already people! good nights!Sians! tomorrow parents metting session! I hate it!God, I pray that teacher will not say negative stuff of me, and I also want t pray that my parents will not be so naggy infront of teacher and me after th meeting session, in Jesus name, Amen ;D
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 1:38 PM
I want t be good friend with Maths.I want t be good friend with D&T.I want t be good friend with English.I want t be good friend with EBS.I want t be good friend with Mother Tounge.I want t be good friend with CPA.I want t be good in my studies.I promise myself must work harder.I want t make God pleased.I want t be salt & light.SHERRRRY! buck up! there's no time for me t slack(:jiayous jiayous jiayous!!!
Sunday, March 22, 2009 11:28 AM
I was sitting down and thinking a word called "Passion"So what is th meaning of passion?Do I live my passion out?Is passion important t me?Well, Passion is simply a things that you really like/love t do, regardless of how many pain you are suffering, how tired you are & etc.So, what is my passion? For God? or th things/friends around me?Yes, I admit that my passion is for God, ministry & friends around me, but I dont seem I live it out, I seriously dont.So, how am I gonna make my passion t stay on with me?"Passion" makes me think of this word called "Pain"If you have no pain, then no gain. That's how realistic th world is.Then what about spiritual passion?I think I should live it out now, no delaying(:you may do this spiritual gifting test in this site:http://www.kodachrome.org/spiritgift/& My top 3 is Serving, Music, Encouragement & Speaking in touges(:
Saturday, March 14, 2009 8:06 AM
So sorry t my blog for not being faithful enough for you ):
But I have reason(:
This week having elective module, & guess what? I'm in th F&B. Ha!
But my culinary skills can abit make it lah. Not that worse(:
in this past 3 days, we learnt how t cooked/baked pasta, pineapple cake, chocolate chips cookies, chicken pie, almond jelly, mutabak, scottish & shortbread.
our trainers are Andy Tan & Helen Tan. I miss Helen! she so sweet and has a fair skin too(: haha!
Andy owned a itatly restaurant at vivo just beside starbucks. I think I'm going there
to try their food(: Andy even said that he'll give us discount(: I hope th discount will be at least 50%. Ha.
While I was cooking pasta, Ms Isma came and tell me that "hey, you forgot t out this and put that in" ha, then she says my actions very cute t her and also make her laugh like crazy, not forgetting that time N'level coursework she laughed at my proposal. Ha.
Yesterday was th last day of th elective module. Huimin & I sicked on th second day & yesterday.
We both have fever.
after cooking th pasta, we have prize giving ceremony, I was feeling very cold and I was shivering all th way and my face was so hot. And this is th time where i know that I have fever.
after th ceremony, went back t F&B room t take photo with th trainers, I smelled th pasta's smell and almost vomit out. I just cant stand that smell.
Quickly take photos, then went t backgate, Huimin & Anqi accompanied me t wait for th cab as I have no strengh t take th bus. while I was in th cab, I really feel like vomitting, so when I alighted, I just give th uncle $11 and ask him t keep th change, cause i want t go back and vomit out.
Then rest a while, during 8pm, i took my tempreture, I had 38.8 degree.
my head were spinning round and round. & my whole body was so hot.
I just couldnt get up and walk or sit up. and I got sore throat some more.
sucks t th hell!
My head is still spinning around again! , I cant attend church service today.
0hya! btw, jiayous xinru for her dance performance(: and also thanks xinru and friends who prayed for my sickness(:
My parents and di will be going t malaysia today afternoon, left w my xiaogui and grandma. nobody's take care of me. I think I'll collaspe at home and i bet nobody's knows.
okay, i think i shall stop here, i shall go and rest as my head still spinning and really hurts alot.
Wednesday, March 04, 2009 2:43 PM
Today, I've one good news to share and 2 bad news t share.
Let's start with the good news first, th first good news was that I PASSED MY CHINESE COMMON TEST! I almost jump off my seats and started t compare my marks t my classmates!
Obviously, I didnt(:
& you know what Ace told me when I was writing chinese word?, she said that my chinese handwriting look like a cartoon is writing and is so ugly.
i did beat her up till she say sorry and beg for mercy. LOL. I dont know what happen t me recently, I was sort of crazy gal keep laughing here & there.
okayokay, next will be bad news, firstly will be "I had spolit my handphone!"
my day so sucks without him! ): LOL
I hope dad will allow me t send for repairing so better still, let me change handphone. As like Kamilia said that it's not worth it t repair, might as well get a new phone or a second phone. yeah, i really hope dad will have th same thinking as what kamilia is thinking. (:
I think i'll be using back th old model nokia phone, th model I'm not too sure neither. aiyah, just heck cares.
second bad news will be... I got t re-do my D&T!
If friends knows me, this will be th THIRD time I re-do my artifact. but my previous 2 artifact still can get some high marks. haha!
th more I re-do, th more th school gotta buy more material for me. haha!
Maybe I need t stay back during June Holidays t finish up my artifact, cause june is th deadline! God, I pray that It'll not crush into church camp.
Last 3 period is EBS N'lvel coursework, well, Ms Ismail keep looking at my proposal and keep laughing t herself, I asked her why and she said that she cant tell me, so when Mr Vijay comes t me, Mr vijay said "xiao meimei, what are you doing"? argh, I got fed up with that stupid 2 proposal lah! Ha.
I've never encounter such big problem before. EBS makes me remind of doing th paperwork for my dad, pick up th calls. haha!
Retail type is not my cup of bubble tea, hahaha!
Kamilia is sick today, uhms, you better come t school tomorrow, if not, then good luck. haha!
she everytime drinks wintermelon tea, and i dont get it why she wants t have it every single day?! LOL.
okay lah, shall not gossip behind her much, if not tomorrow if she's coming t school I die.
P.S - I got bullied by Ace,Anqi,Huimin!
with a pervert actions, and Huimin got my retarted photo and she says she gonna post it into her blog. -.-
Is she making my market value high?! LOL.
I dont really know what her mind is thinking. Ha.
I think that's all, seeya!
Thank you God.
Tuesday, March 03, 2009 2:35 PM
I love my friends, Shepherd, Sheepmates, Sheep, but, most importantly, I LOVE GOD! He answered my prayer!Thank God!
Actually yesterday I received a call from Anqi saying that my sheep got in trouble,
& I was so afraid that what will they do t my sheep and I'm also afraid that I'll get into trouble. But I tell myself, i must help her no matter what.
So, I prayed t God and hope that He'll give me solution to solve this problem,
at night, while I was chatting in msn with my friends, Yuqing told me that she'll help me t solve this problem,so today having lunch with th "A" class Y-hope students of 1A & 4A(: Yuqing told me that she had solved that problems for me and also my sheep! Thank God! He's indeed real!
through this "testing" from God, I had memorize a verse in John14:1 it says
"Do not let your heart be troubled, trust in God, trust is also in me"
Yesterday while spending time with God, th first sentence I read is this verse! I was totally amazed by God that whenever I need him, He'll never fail t give me th assurance! Praise God!
Th feelings I just cant explain! but I just cant stop t praising God!
I'm seriously happy! God comforted me, and God helped me!
Thank you Daddy, you are great! bravo!
Oh ya, last sunday I've heard a song in youtube called "Shout t th Lord"
Th MV moved me t tears. Moses departed th sea is really exciting! omgomg~!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HzNsEBPB-Z8&feature=related
Enjoy people! You'll regret it if you dont see it(:
Sunday, March 01, 2009 9:04 AM
Yesterday's service was great!
Th teaching also inspire me alot! & 14 march have another ESS, & I'm going t make sure my sheep and my contacts will come and feel th love of God together.
After service, then went for lunch at Le Meridian. Ace & Yuqing saw my dad at isle cafe when they are on th way t centre point t buy long john. Dad gave Ace 5bucks t me while Yuqing & Ace was at isle cafe I think, and obviously, his acts obviously wants me t forgive him, and finally, I decided t forgive cause Jesus forgive me like how I do.
Shepherd meeting for NB & D after lunch, played some games t warm up(:
th teaching is really inspiring! seriously! and at th same time also powerful!
It's all about EXTRAVAGANT-s( i dont know whether got "s") LOL.
After that when shepherd meeting is over, then all th North gather together and sharlene told us that our 15 newbies are not here! It's really discouraging.
So sharlene wants us t send sms t th newbies as a caregruop, oh well, I've sent my meh meh 2pages long of messages. haha!
After that went home with Yuqing,Ting2 & huanwen.
Yuqing and Ting2 dropped off at yishun and HuanWen & myself dropped off at woodlands, after that accompanied huanwen t buy dinner! ohyeah! also praise God that Huanwen's brother never come home! if her brother gets home, she'll be in dead meat. haha! she has "brother objection" in going out so early and get home so late(:
yeppy, so we keep talking about my dad's problem( i dont think there's a reason for me t share it out) and she even sent sms t me t cheer up and all sort, and, not forgetting my cg members t tell me t jiayous in leading my very first sheep(:
Thanks people! your are loved!
Once I get home, my dad already gets home, and first time heard him saying SORRY! uhms, he already said sorry so why should I not forgive him? haha!
He even ordered pizza for us, a canadian pizza(:
I thought it's hawaii pizza, but it turns out t be a seafood pizza! LOL
so I've learnt that if you want t forgive a person, make sure you forgive with your heart has no more hates on that person.
at th same time, I dont need more affirmation from my shepherd or leader t tell everybody how well I am, No,& I dont need more affirmation just t gain my popularity. I dont need, all I know is that I'm doing this is not for my leader/shepherd t see, but it's all for God, th only God(:
p.s **I'm not saying/scolding affirmation is so sucks t me(:
Byes people!
*yawns*
