why everything I do in th family is always wrong?! everything brother do is always right?! To them, I just a rotten apple, a very rotten apple! Nothing i can do t please them! Still remember when I was in primary 2, mum asked her "most ahlian mother" t beat me up by using cane. Cause she thought that I changed my english exam marks. I was brought t th ahlian's house together with mum. I got canned, i cant explain for myself, and they just keep beating me. & I was so afraid, how i wish i could die in her hands! Well, she is MICHELLE! MRS SO! Th whore mummy in th world! So is my mum too! she's a whore too! she dont give a damn t me! Neither will she cares for me! NOT! I just simply hate this 2 whores t th core!
Dad, th man who use violent t deal with his DAUGHTER ONLY! I also hate him! still remember how he banged my head t th wall! I'LL NOT NEVER EVER FORGET THIS! I told him, I dont want t stay in this family anymore! I hate everyone of them here! I had enough of him! Seriously had enough! & I also dont give a damn whether will he knows what am I writting. what i write here is all th true facts! It's his problem if he deny it! He treated me as his personal punching bag! Whenever he needs t vent anger on, he will find me. Whenever he's in th good mood, he treats you like human! I just simply sick and tired of his attitude! I rather stay on my own self better than living in hell!
Then my brother! In NA stream! I'm from NT Stream! th fact is he is smarter! everybody treats him like gods of angels, i got treated like a servant! HELL! He dont deserve it! if he not deserve it, perhaps, its me. Brother watched "I not stupid 2" A word "FAMILY" means ; FA- Father MI- Mummy ILY- I LOVE YOU.
I just simply hate this word! they didnt do their job as parents! I hate them, I hate them! Espacially th 2 whores! Th shamless woman that I ever seen before! This is th family of unrighteousness!! I HATE DADDY, I HATE MUMMY, I HATE BROTHER! I HATE EVERYONE IN TH FAMILY!!!!! I HATE TH WORD CALLED "FAMILY!" I have no family! i hate this family! I dont want t born in this family!
Everybody here treats me like a unwelcome jinx! jinx! jinx! jinx! What I want in this home is warmth! All th way i dont feel it at all! I simply dont feel it! Mu heart's numb. Is that how your express th love for me? If yes, why my love from you people is so much different from my brother! is that what you call a "LOVE" for me?! HELL UP YO! I really feel like crying, do you know that? "Daddy, Mummy?" How I wish I can have a normal life with your even though I'm facing money problems?! How I wish I can accounted what I've done in th school?! How I wish your are th one who gives me that perserverance t continue my studies. & your say i cant make it, or even blame me.
All I want is a family that cares. Do you know it?! Do you know it?! DO YOU KNOW IT?! most of th subject teachers said that I had made so much improvement compared t th last year's. your gave th teacher a untrusted face. thought that teacher says is all for entertaining you parents!
you are th people that gives me hope less you are th people that praise me a word called use less you are th people that born me out, your are so peace less.
Since if its that's case, I might as well leave, what for staying in th family that nobody cares?!
I still hate th whores of 2~!
I'm the one.
Sherry Lee is my name.
Jeannette Lee is my baptise name(:
Graduated from:ChungChengHighYishun'09.
Currently suffering at ITE Central(Bishan);
Business Skills(Office)
Presents always received on 23'October.
Imma child of God(:
& I love God!
& lastly, I love the people in ID:JC!
I have a wonderful shepherd named; THEOPHILA ANG JIN LIN
& super wondersheeps namely;WAN XUEQING & TNG YANXIA
